I've thought of the perfect analogy to describe what I've been feeling. I get so low that I’ve gone through the pit of earth and am on the other side, where suddenly I’m back on top of the world. That's what this mood disorder feels like. I go days feeling so low that I can barely move and then suddenly I can do anything in the world and have so many fantastic ideas.

I wish so very much that I could just be a full-time student and not have to work. Its so difficult to do both at the same time. One day at a time.